Complain.

Negative: Today was just one of those blah days that no one likes. I did pretty much nothing and didn't even enjoy it. I'm suffering from something that i am going to name after tons of fun depression. This occurs when you have just had an absolutely amazing time doing somethign or going somewhere for a certain period of time and once that thing is over you are left feeling empty and like there is nothing to look forward to. That is how I am today. It is unpleasant but unavoidable. Today is one of those days that brings up everythign in your mind that you have been trying to forget that you are worrying about. I was also talking to someone today about when you have had say the most amazing week of your life, you know eventually something really bad is going to happen. Like if things have been that great you know somethign bad is going to come along and slap itself in the situation to counteract things. Positive: Days like these are inevitable, but they dont last forever. Tommorow is a new day and if even the next few days dont go too well then next week is a new week. When it comes down to it, I have to trust that things that happen to me that are out of my control do happen for a reason. All I can do, and all any of us can do, is do our best in every situation that is thrown at us and then trust that if we put things back in God's hands everything is going to be okay. That trust is what keeps me going on during the darkest of days.

SassyBack Tour = best time everrr!!

I had a whole thing written about how awesome this event was...and i accidentally deleted it. Bottom line...it was an amazing time with amazing bands and amazing friends and i will never forget it. and also...thank you brenna...without you i would have never gotten the bracelet/wristband that the lead singer of Forever the Sickest Kids was wearing.

people

Today I had college and didnt get to eat the delicious turkey dinner at school. bummer.

Claire has a pie tin, she is taunting me with the pumpkin pie that I didn't get to eat and she did. She is also a doctor that is sterile and she might become a domanatrix.

I'm excited to go home and take a nap.

gulp.

twilight tonight! call me a loser but i'm excited.

sir gay.

Today

Today i was happy when Mandie finally brought me my sneakers that i lent to her. I can now stop bringing my "scrubby" (scruffy and grubby) work shoes for gym class.

I am currently excited about seeing Twilight tommorow night! Freaking Right!

And then....Sassy Back Tour on Friday with Claire, Katie, Brenna, and Julie! Woot Woot!

My current thought: Do I want a Mac for college next year?